You judge everybody, you're racist, and a big ol bigot. Because you walked into a beauty supply store and "whatever they are" were looking at you and greeted you and I.
"I don't give a -beep- about these Chinese mfs! THEY CAN LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT IF THEY WANT TO!" Okay, was that neccessary? Why do you get easily angered from the simplest things? I bet if I bought an asian or white guy home, you'll talk about him him like a dog.
When I was little, of course you favored and spoiled me, but you also criticized me over little things and you acted like I couldn't make any mistakes, period. Why do you still put me on punishments? I'm too old for that.
The whole situation w/ my father, although he wasn't a figure. He claims that you kept him away from us. Excuse. Excuse. I know. You being the woman you were and still is shouldn't have stopped him from seeing us. Sure, he stole from my great-grandmother and uncle, claimed that my grandmother flirted w/ him, which was a damn lie, and more. You claim that he was doing terrible, why do you hate him so much? Why do you wish you never met him? Because you screwed up. You must've done something stupid and tried to put it on him. Besides you hide alot of things..............you never told Erica that she had Borderline Personality Disorder, you told her those pills were for her egzema. Lied and didn't even try to help her get through her problems. Told Erica that I had something when I was little and still do have it.......got angry when I told her I thought that I had ADD, probably have Aspbugers', Schizoid, or Autistic Behavior. Yeah, I had problems as a child...............and you always put alot of weight onto my shoulders.....If you would have told me something, and worked with me then everything would have been golden. Instead, you throw big ass darts at me and judge me 24/7.
But of them are screwed up..........Judgemental Mother who has alot to hide and nothing to get angry about. A weirded out stupid flighty father who gives stupid excuses. BUT APPARENTLY.....I'M AN IDIOT WHO DOEAN'T POSSESS COMMON SENSE.......I HAVE NO BRAIN AND I ALWAYS HAD IT EASY.....
Why couldn't I just be a Blasian child and live a different life and don't have to deal w/ two stupid closed-minded people...........I look Asian anyway....is it too late to be adopted..............................................................................................................







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